Haven't really been on because blogspot and stuff because it's blocked on my mum's computer (long story) but I'm at Sara's now so I can blog. Not much has happened, but I think I might be living with my mum more now. Last week my dad was really horrible and controlling towards me and started bringing up issues from the past which weren't related to anything we'd been talking about before and it was just really awful. He's also really, really strict about me going out, how I'm getting to places, Who I'm with and that kind of stuff. He won't even let me take public transportation/cycle anywhere after dark (and when he says dark he means like 5:00 which isn't even dark). And that's all recent. He used to be so much cooler with that kind of stuff. I'm going to be 15 in 9 months and I just need more freedom ect., and I get more of that when I'm with my mum. So we've had to call lawyers and stuff to see if I'm able to live with my mum for two weeks, and then my dad for one week. I had to tell him that and my heart just sank because he can be the biggest prick on the planet, but he can also be the sweetest ever. And it also blows because when I go to his house, I'll probably be allowed out even less because I'll have so little time with him. I wish my family could just be normal.